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Hi! I'm JRedWolf1, and welcome to my den! 

This site is still under some heavy construction, so please bare with me as I get things rollin' ;)

    You may be wondering why the name changes?  Well, when I first discovered Furry around March of 2000... (actually, I that's when I joined the ranks of furry, I knew about it for several months prior...) I had no knowledge of an animal such as a Red Wolf existing...   So, I went with the animal that most closely matched my self-image.  As time went on, I found that being a fox didn't quite fit...   This caused great disappointment, and much depression.  It was about then that I had also started talking to several red wolves, and had also started research on the real redwolf...  I was intrigued, because they more closely matched the image I had of myself, and also my personality.  But I wasn't quite ready to give up fox-hood, so I called myself a Folf for a while (about a month) but that didn't work either, and so around the beginning of August, I went and did it, I finalized the transformation, and as you can see, am now (nearly) 100% Red Wolf (canis rufus).  Which, interestingly enough, I still look fairly fox-ish... That is, I retain red-roan fur, and white-ish ventral fur, and a tail bushier than say a timberwolf's...   Yeah, I'm quite the odd looking wolf, eh?  Well, get to know me better, and you'll find I'm actually quite the cool guy, so my friends tell me... Anyhow, wipe yer paws and c'mon in!

    As a Note, in the coming months, as I get the time, I will be modifying this to show my new-found understanding of just what I am...   I can also honestly say that, as look deeper into myself, I realize that, I'm not entirely fur, nor were... I'm something else I guess... now, that doesn't mean I'm not the same happy-go-lucky goof ball that you all know, just that I tend to take certain things a bit more seriously than most (and some, a little less than most)...

The new, and updated info...

        Anyhow, I've realized another thing... I'm a weird duality of both Redwolf, and Fox...  And I'm wondering just what kind of fox?  or hybridization of different fox species?... o.o  I've always loved climbing trees...  The wolf and fox seem to be, although there is meshing, my depressive, and manic phases, respectively.  Yes, I'm manic depressive, also known as bi-polar... I only recently owed up to it... but every description I've ever seen, including a "free psychological evaluation" I did for a clinical trial thingy, says that I am...  I'm still afraid to do anything about it though, because of what I've seen happen to others, and the drug cocktails they get put on...

    More new stuff? yeah...
I don't fit in with the furs, and I don't fit in with the weres... for the furs... I'm not a cuddle slut, I don't like to be touched (literally everywhere) by just anyone.  I also am not a sheep, and follow the herd, like furs tend to do.  I am not cliquish, self righteous, and yadda yadda, enough to be a were...  So I'm something either on the outside of both, but able to exist in both... or somewhere between, still able to exist in both... I don't fully understand still, and have a feeling I might never fully understand... but, as long as I can make my few, close friends, whom I can tell everything to... show the real, true me to, I will be happy.

Also, I've got new, and updated descriptions of both JFox (when I'm manic) and JRedWolf (when I'm depressive) here...  (note: they aren't really G, but then again they aren't really R...)

Latest bit of news: I am once again, a single fox.   Darkpaw whom I was mated to for a little over two years found someone he felt he was better able to connect with, and as a result... they are now together, and we are not.  Ah well, such is the ebb and flow of life.

   

Note: If you want my RP character's site, go to JFox's Den (finally rebuilt, and now dormant)

UPDATES:
                    For the Updates Archive, please click here.
bullet12/30/04
The updates that came before this are all in the archive now.
Some major stuff that happened:  Springrose.com went out of business.  The company that had been providing the back-end services for them for some time now, however took over and is now providing my hosting.  OLM.   Whee.
In changing my site from http://www.jdknetts.springrose.com to http://www.lupinia.com my site's user name was also changed, and so I lost control (access to, rather) of my site(s) for a while too.  That sucked... as I lost e-mail too.  A lot.  *grumble*
Comcast is now port-blocking, so I'm no longer able to run my own e-mail server.
I got dumped... (serves me right, I guess... Karma's a bitch, they say)
Umn, and finally... I'm now a trucker-fawx.  Go me.
bullet04/21/05
Well, some prickwad has decided it's funny to spam my guestbook... So, I took it down.  End of Story. (I need to put something in the forms that records IP addys, and figure out how to ban that IP from visiting my server... then maybe I can bring the guestbook back online.)

Wanna see my picture? check here: JFox    This is a really big scan that I asked Fox2 to send me, so it may take a little while to load...
New pic!  A picture of me, done by Chaosbunnie3... JRedWolf
1 I first went by JFox on IRC, now it's just a name I use when RPing, then I went by JFolf (my attempt at understanding and making sense of finding out I wasn't a fox after all...), that didn't last long... The name's JRedWolf, but I will answer to all three names.  (Including "J type thingy") And now, I'm back go going by JFox again... go figure! o.O;;
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Image Copyright Fox DMC ©2000... <rant> Yes, he knows I have the pic here on my site, yes I asked permission first! </rant> ;)
3 Image Copyright Elizabeth (Dawnfire) Spooner ©2002

Note: one of the things that is cool about me having that self image, is that even when I thought I was a fox, I still had the drawings of me tweaked to look more like a red wolf... hence I can still use all the drawings I had commissioned... ;)

 

My Furcode!
My Furry Code
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Also, please don't be shy!  Sign my guestbook! :)

Hey, did you ever want to know what the moon phase was?  Well, look no further, cause here is all the info you could possibly want! 

This is a little thingy from RateMyBody ... Just some eye candy for y'all ;)

Oh, and be sure to check this out too!

 

This page was last updated on 01/21/06 03:55 PM -0600.

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